With a gentle rain beating on the roof over my head,
in a place far from the rat race of New York or even America, I am reminded of the
politics and the emotion regarding the fundamental difference between people of color and
people not off color.
I am in Brazil as I contemplate and write these thoughts.
This was going to be a week that my page here would have been blank. But I have
observed some things that I thought would be of use to you, as you move through the
obstacles of your life.
The region I am in used to be a slave depot, where the Portuguese funneled the Africans
they captured into the rest of their colonies. Even though it has been 500 years since
that was started here, I observed that like in the United States, this is a very European
place. Blacks, unless they are singers, rappers, or musicians, are held in a lower regard.
On TV, the main characters are white and the servants are black. The advertising, the
jobs, the business owners, and the list goes on and on. While we like to think that being
an American in a foreign land is enough to sometimes boost one away from that caste, it is
not. For me, only meeting the right people changed that.
Even though I am supposed to be on vacation, I am reminded about our place in the world
as a people or at the very least of what other people think our place should be.
The feeling some Anglos have for us is inherent, I believe almost genetic. It seems to
transcend nationalities, international borders and language.
But it reminds me also that while the US has no monopoly on the ill treatment of our
people, at least here, as bad it may feel to have a cab blow by you or have a tail put on
you in a store, you can still beat the odds for failure. One can still carve out a statue
of success for themselves from the worst chips given to them at birth. We dont have
to be unabashedly wallowed in self-pity about our circumstances, that we defeat ourselves
before anyone else has even tried to beat us. If we see ourselves for who we really are
and what our strengths are, we can rise above whatever gets in our way.
Here, despite not speaking the language or knowing many people, I have managed to go
places, and have access to areas that only some rich or influential people could get to.
It is not because I am either, since I am definitely not, but because I decided to see
myself as a person who could not be blocked or kept out for any reason. In this little
town where Carnival is raging, I hung out on the stage with the stars and DJs, not jammed
in with the thousands of people on the ground.
The skill of navigating through other peoples concepts of who we are is also
inherited, almost genetic. But I believe we do not use it because some of us think it is
an acquired, even out of reach skill.
It isnt. From evading lions and leopards, who saw us as food, to side stepping
supervisors or co-workers who see us as the threat, our forefathers and mothers have left
us with the code traits we need not only to survive but to thrive.
I believe in the phrase "God may not always give you what you want but he will
give you what you need." Sometimes we can forget that our minds are in fifth gear all
the time, trying to beat down our problems. But in this place, the beautiful landscapes
and the rain, and the sunrises remind me of that. I also know that life as a black man
could have been very different for me. My problems, no matter how weighty, pale in
comparison to what our ancestors endured.
If we are meant to suffer a different fate in our lives because our skin color, I
believe we are also meant to rise above it like we have for centuries. We maintain a line
of strength, courage, and pride that you can only get from suffering a little and making
the best out of what you have.
By the time you read this I will be back in the rat race with you. But I will be a
little less anxious to be the number one rat in someone elses race.
Maybe though, a little more ready to be a win, place or even show, in the human race.
Gary Anthony Ramsay is a weekend anchor and journalist on the all-news cable
station NY1 and a long-time resident of Queens.
Gary Anthony Ramsay is a weekend anchor
and journalist on the all-news
cable station NY1 and along-time resident of Queens.